Also, I won't be going to RU. Or hanging out with Cynthia and the guys in July. I'm truly sorry.
Monkey and James: I am so sorry but I am unable to open my home to you. This is one of the most difficult things I've ever had to do.
I love you all so much and am very very hurt that these relationships are ending. This is a decision that I just have to make right now. This is not a good time for me. I am attempting to put my life back together but there are a lot of cracks. Prayers are always welcome.